EXTREMLY FED UP!!!

well again it has been ages since i last updated... all becos i was too busy liao... busy with what?? other than MP and projects what else can it be?? while i was so busy, 2005 have ended and here comes 2006... after the celebration with the alumni i'm back to the square one doing my projects and mp in particular... and doing mp makes me more and more fed up... for the presentation thing i actually did the most lor... doing 3 persons part... by the time i start to do my own part which is the last part of the presentation i already super tired and can't think at all liao... even if that fellow do his part it's also all wrong lor... and i got to redo all... i was really like "WTF" lor... anyway for now... mp presentation preparation is about done... just get over with the presentation on wed and that's it... the rest i don't really care liao... and i'll be left with adnk which i need to submit my phase 2 next week... multimedia project which justin will be designing then me and boon will just need to put in the php codes inside... and network management and security which need me to find those spywares... and that's about all except for pvba which i don't know what the project is going to be about... and rest of tcs...

and recently i was really super fed up with a lot of things... main thing is the mp thing bah... i think ml should know best bah... next is i wonder how come a small amount of my family on my mother side is really different from the rest lor... they just like to push responsibilities to the others... just like today... i went to my grandfather's place cos we celebrating my smallest cousin boy 3 yrs old birthday... and my smallest cousin gal came too... even my eldest cousin and his wife brought their gal along lor... and the 3 kids play together... my eldest brought a present for the birthday boy and the smallest cousin gal snatch his present lor... very rude right?? and i didn't say anything cos not my problem mah... can't expect me to do everything right?? then the next time i go in the smallest cousin gal actually tell me that the water spilled from a water bottle... and all she did was just stand there tell me and do nothing... WTH!!!!!! nvm i clear the mess 1st and they went to the other room... after i cleared the mess i asked her how come i clearing the mess when they create the mess... she the eldest among them should do it... and guess what she tells me?? she actually said cos i adult she a child mah... not even a thank from her... WTF!!! so does that mean that i can scold or even beat her when i had to?? that's what an adult should do mah...

in overall... i'm really very very fed up with everthing... maybe it's due to the things that happened above or maybe it's becos i have not enough slp... but i just had the feeling that i may anyhow scold ppl now... so hopefully ppl around me better not irritates me anymore liao... and hopefully i can wear my mask (happy one of cos...) for the time being well...